Day by day passes by, each day I feel that the day to National Service is getting near... and I know dear is very sad about it... because I'll be gone for 3 months, 90 days, 2160 hours... Dear will be lonely for that long... and he will be very sad about it, but on every weekend I'll call dear up and chat with him... Dear always acts happy, but inside his heart, his very sad... because I wont be around for 3 months... I'll mostly be sent to Sarawak or Sabah or other states for National Service training, I really wish I'll be the luckiest one to be sent to the nearest camp around K.L, so that dear can come visit me if possible^^... Damn, I do admit that I hate National Service a lot... when I checked through website, and I saw my name on it... I was so emo, that i started to curse this idiot bastard who planned this National Service... Damn...!!! until today I still curse him badly... wasting my time... I'm not an active outdoor kid... man, this sucks... and have to cut a very short kind of hair also... makes me feel sick of thinking it... I really hope dear won't get National Service after 2 years later... I feel sick of thinking and imagine that dear all alone, I'm not on MSN to chat and webcam with him...
If you're lonely, close your eyes and think of me, in that pitch black, you'll see the happy memories that we were together, and you will notice that you're not alone... I'm always inside your heart, we're one...
