Turn Back The Pendulum II

Well today spend time with dear hahaha... Fetch him back home after he dismiss from school... Last night dear told me to go read his blog, but I didn't because lack of time; 1.45 a.m. already, and another 15 minutes more will be 2 a.m. hehe, cannot break the promise so I decide to head to bed instead of staying up late and break our rules... Hmmm as today I read Dear's blog, I felt happy but there's one kind of feeling inside me that my self also don't have the answer... I feel happy because dear can accept himself already and understands who is he now rather then fighting againts it and hiding from everyone... After fetching dear back home, I went in to dear's room also haha... Then dear on his computer for me to surf the internet, so I also sign in dear's msn and see... But my curiosity made me open dear's mail box and I found an gay website someone send him Flying Hearts... And I was unhappy about it because dear didn't tell or mention about this website besides axcest.com... well tonight going to have dinner with dear and my bro kim hehe... Hmmmm feel kinda disturb because of that website and dear didn't tell me about it... It feel like dear's hiding from me and I uncovered a hidden relic... Time passes so fast until it's time for dinner already... Unfair haiz....