Hello bloggie... I am back again, well something happened again... He suddenly throw his temper towards me... I feel so confuse, so sad, and kinda angry now... I don't know what I've done wrong, for all the times when I am unhappy or anything, he will surely force me say it out... But when it comes to him, he will not even say a word to me or share anything with me... He will just shut his mouth up and even lie to me... A second he was sitting down watching his movie, the other split second he woke up and head towards the main door and walk out just like that... About 5 minutes later, I began to worry about him... And I went searching for him even though I am working now, so I've just have to lie to my friend and say ask him to help me to look after the cashier while I go out and buy somethings... The First place that I think of to search for him maybe is at 7-11 store...
But as I went there, he was not there and I also bough a few things for him and me... I called his phone many times but he doesn't want to receive, and after a few times calling and smsing, he finally off his phone and took out his sim card... Got me so worried... Now things turned worst as I pursuit him and asked him what is going on... He still continue lying to me saying everything is alright, in fact, his not... I have no idea what was going on, all this things just happened in a spilt second I can't even get to understand what is going on...
Now he went home alone... I am so worried about him... His mad at me... I don't know what to do now... I am all alone, I sent multiple sms to him already... But his not even responding and the worst part is... His phone is still off...
Was it my fault? I really don't know, I feel so empty and helpless... I don't know whether he knows how's my feelings or not... I am also a human, please kindly don't do this or bring this kind of matter up if you're not ready to chat about it... Why must we both suffer in the end.... What's my mistake... Tell me please...
I love you - PES... Sorry...
