For much pain I've gone through, finally the pain stopped... For almost coming to 5 years of time, I've been in deep pain... the days were so cold and lonely, and each night I taste the purest of pain... But I've gone through all those pain... and finally it has come to a stop point. For quite sometime I didn't fell for anyone or having feelings towards anyone... It's just like I've lost my feelings towards this world... At times, I see this world as "Lifeless"... No meaning for me to move on... I've fell down to the deep darkness in myself... All left alone in the darkness, It's like I've lost myself in my own body... where I’ve become so numb, there’s nothing inside, I’ve been living a lie... without a thought, without a voice, without a soul... On February 14Th, Valentines day... my birthday... I've become so cold, even a touch of my hand to others will send my cold down too their bones... I was so sad, and jealous of couples walking around on valentines day... giving flowers, accepting gifts from their loves ones... dating out.... but I was left lonely alone working on that day... without a love one... lonely and passed valentines day all alone...
But after a while of my upside down life, things started to changed back to the way It seems. I've met someone who really cares for me, love me... a person that I can call "Dear"... a person for me to love... and all I felt... I was not lonely anymore, things in me began to change, A love that Leading him down into my core, where my spirit is sleeping somewhere cold... I feel that I’ve been sleeping a 1000 years it seems, and It's time open my eyes again... a light in the dark shining his love into my life, I found love... He gave me strength to move on, he saw the best there was in me, he gave me faith because he believed... I'm grateful for each day he gave me... For after so long, I finally came back to my own... I've woke up from the dark, and I'll try to spend every moment with him...
I was blessed because I was loved by you... The story of us shall go on...
