Time is never fair...
Guess, you're now with him together already...
Well...
What can I do?
Nothing...
It's been raining frequently here,
I guess same goes as where you're staying...
Weather has turned cold in this rainy season...
How are you now?
Just about 4 days ago we came out to meet,
But 4 days for me it's like 4 weeks time...
We've not contact each other since after Sunday...
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Well, I don't blame you.
Cuz, I guess you're busying with someone else already...
So what more can I do?
Stop you?
A crazy way to think like this...
Rainy season, cold and lonely...
Perfect combination eh?
Hate that feeling so much...
Sometimes I do wonder,
Will I manage to pull myself together once again?
I've been trying since day 1 we broke up...
But...
I've been failing since day 1...
So down and lifeless me...
Pathetic eh?
Lifeless me...
I recalled, I use to courage people on how to stand up once again...
But, myself failed to do so...
What a lie eh?
Courage others but not own self...
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Still haven't get used to it that you're not with me anymore...
Everday, after work...
I would always sent you a message,
A sweet message...
The days that we're together ended about 3 weeks plus ago,
And I still repeat this all day long.
Coming to press the sent button, I woke up and notice that...
Your not my Dear anymore...
So painful to know about it...
Sometimes I do hope I can just press that "Send Button",
Like old days, you and me were together.
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Now...
I'm so cold and lonely...
My hands are cold even in the afternoon,
Where the sun is above our heads...
It's like ice, very very cold...
So cold until I can feel it my own...
Others touched my hand says the same...
I'm so lonely inside...
My heart is slowly freezing inside...
My hands will never have the chance to hug you like before...
My hands will never be warm till I find my next love...
Miss you always...
Take Care...
