Turn Back The Pendulum IV

Whao... Look at the date... it's already May 31Th, and Tomorrow is already 1st of June... Counting down 13 days left around here... I feel so sad... I am not working now, spending as many time as I can with my dear, because after that, we will be separated for 3 solid months... On June 14Th... When I reach the camp... Well, let's all countdown 90 days for my return... 89 days... I wish I can escape it... I feel very sad for leaving my dear... I wish I can turn back the pendulum... Time to move slower... But I feel that time have been stolen from me... I would wish to go back in time... Or even extend time... Counting down 13 days from tomorrow onwards... Well dear's gonna come over to my house overnight next week... But next week is already dear's last week of school holiday... And I haven't even start packing my things yet for national service... sucks... And going to shift soon... my room... argh... sad... All undone...

Wheels Of Time...

Last night dear came over to my house overnight hehe... Had a lot of fun with dear hehe, but time passes so fast... Last night slept at 3 a.m. and woke up at 11.30 a.m. And hanging around in the room chatting and playing with dear hehe... Tickling him here and there^^... After that, finally wake up and go watch tv, anime Hell Girl, she's very cool hehe... From 12.30 p.m. watch till 1.00 p.m. and after the show, lie down on the bed chat and think of what to eat for lunch, and finally decided what and where to eat hehe... Went to a near by restaurant to have our lunch~ After having our lunch we went to Watsons to buy my facial things... Dear do all the payings and I feel bad and shy and one more thing, when I wanted to buy ice cream for dear and myself dear don't want and I buy myself only, but dear pay that ice cream also awww... made me so shy... Dear also stayed over for dinner hehe... after dinner my parents gave dear a ride home... weeee hehe... now my parents know where dear stays already... After sending dear back home and I came back home online, I was curious and I went to check my National Service things.... And the list finally came out... awww.... I was sent to Sabah... Damn Fucked.... Haiz... Dear also very emotion now... I also very emotion... Haiz... I will spent full time with dear if possible... I'll stop work at 24Th May to spend more time with dear before I go NS... ^^



Love Dear Loads ^^ Muacks~~~

Turn Back The Pendulum III

Wow... Just came back from dinner with my dear dear and my brother kim... Enjoyed the food hehe, dear worried that I didn't enjoy the food haha... But I enjoyed it hehe... Time passes so fast, went there to "New Paris" was almost 9 p.m hehe... Food came very fast and I didn't know it came so fast haha, just after 10 minutes or more a bit... Not bad that restaurant, reasonable price, fast food, and nice also... That restaurant is big haha, so many customers ... Hmmm just now dear told me he write a new blog and I read it already... Dear seems unhappy after reading my previous blog, Turn Back The Pendulum II... Mentioning about the thing that made me uneasy and unhappy haha... Dear thinks that I am angry or some what... But angry is got la, and feel a bit betrayed also because I tell dear most of the website I surf, but dear hide one website from me and told me that he seldom go already... But haiz... Maybe I should not interfer so much in dear's private stuffs, should give him more privacy maybe... haha... Haiz... Don't know also, going to reach June 14Th as each day passes by... I hate National Service Oh My Fucking God... Hope dear won't do anything stupid for this 3 months when I am gone... Trust him loads, but worried too much...

Love ya Dear^^ Muacks...~

Turn Back The Pendulum II

Well today spend time with dear hahaha... Fetch him back home after he dismiss from school... Last night dear told me to go read his blog, but I didn't because lack of time; 1.45 a.m. already, and another 15 minutes more will be 2 a.m. hehe, cannot break the promise so I decide to head to bed instead of staying up late and break our rules... Hmmm as today I read Dear's blog, I felt happy but there's one kind of feeling inside me that my self also don't have the answer... I feel happy because dear can accept himself already and understands who is he now rather then fighting againts it and hiding from everyone... After fetching dear back home, I went in to dear's room also haha... Then dear on his computer for me to surf the internet, so I also sign in dear's msn and see... But my curiosity made me open dear's mail box and I found an gay website someone send him Flying Hearts... And I was unhappy about it because dear didn't tell or mention about this website besides axcest.com... well tonight going to have dinner with dear and my bro kim hehe... Hmmmm feel kinda disturb because of that website and dear didn't tell me about it... It feel like dear's hiding from me and I uncovered a hidden relic... Time passes so fast until it's time for dinner already... Unfair haiz....

Turn Back The Pendulum...

Whoa... Look at the date... It's already May 12Th, dead line is June 14Th... That time got to go already haha... But to me June 13Th is already the last day, and 14Th is my departure to National service haha... I hope 3 months is fast, really hope so... Can't wait to get back and reunion with my Dear and my Brothers... haiz... Going on June 14Th and after reaching the camp, begin to countdown till September 6Th... If there's one wish, I would wish for to Turn Back The Pendulum... Go back through time to change my National Service... I really don't want to go, to me, it's a waste of time, 3 solid months for there also don't know what is the meaning of it, worst part... Have to cut a army hair style = Short till to the max equal to bald head... Really feel like killing the culprit who made this National Service program... Gona miss my dear and my brothers... haiz... damn hate this NS... Well, what's done is already done... No one can change it, poor me... want to study college to escape also cannot, can't afford XD...

Time with dear..

Haha, today spend time with dear... we went out to eat dinner with my brother, only the 3 of us... Had fun haha, just when eating quite only... Hmmm, hope dear had lots of fun also ahha... I've notice I have not been blogging for a long time already... Erm, Kinda busy this few weeks hahaha... well I'll spend time to blog more if can, really hope I and dear are back to normal already... since we argue lots for the past few weeks on every issue we chat on... haha... love ya dear... ^^ muacks~