End Of Time... 06/09/08

84 days I spend in National service... From 14/06/08 - 06/09/08, days at there were fun I admit it even though I hated it from the day I check through website and got to know I was chosen for PLKN cursed every single cabinet that approve this F**K program to over come the so called "LEPAK Tradition" among the teens in Malaysia after their form 5 SPM... Day 1, day 2, day 3 and so on from starting at the camp, time was slow till I can hardly think of inventing a Nuclear and set it off in the Parliament hall to kill every single Idiot that support this freaking program... Day dream comes to killing and ways or torturing those idiots trainers that I hate the most... Bored until covered by Illusions, how sad eh...? But 84 days at the camp there though us a lot, can't really use the word "us" because I notice that not all of the Teens in the camp there learn what I've learn and understand it... Should use more on "me". I've learn how to be independent now after I got back from NS, I also learn what is called hard times and team work, at there and not forgetting "CHALLENGES", I've tested myself to tolerate with others including the people that I hate... Well to me, it was hard because of what I am... I mean, I hold a Rank so my responsibility is much more heavy then other friends... I've got brothers that took care of each other during hard times, but as days passes by, I started to feel that time with them are not enough and it's flying pass faster and faster... Maybe the 1st or 2nd week I don't notice it... But when you see the calender and the month you're in, you will feel it... During the last day, before our departure from camp to go back where we belong, many of us cried including me, shake hands and hug for the last time, because we don't even know whether will we meet again in the up coming future, all from different states and distance are far... On that day we have songs in different parts haha... Starting from morning the song we played was (Gundam Seed - Morning) nice song... When we started to get ready and take our bags down to the hall, one of my friend open this music from his Walkman phone. And when we recieved an announcenment from the office saying that "Perhatian kepada Wira dan Wirawati yang akan bertolak ke Terengganu, KL, dan Johor Bharu sila turun ke padang kawat sekarang..." and we know that time's up already, it's time to say good bye... Lined up at padang kawat, and that time is where we say good bye hugged each other shake hands smile at each other in he face... Same friend open (Gundam Seed Destiny - Fields Of Hope), another sad song... But it has a meaning in it ^^v... And then it's really time for good bye... we were ordered to board the buses that are lining up there, with this song running our tears started to fall... We sat in the bus and waited for the trainers to take our strength (how many people), my friend same bus with me, can hear that sad music makes me sad also... After when everything is done, we can see the bus doors slowly close, one by one... Next was (Gundam Seed Destiny - kimi wa Boku no niteiru) when the bus started to... Didn't I had a friend that likes Gundam Seed also =.=" anime freak haha... But I agree on all this songs because it suits the situation and the emotion that we are into... Our bus was the first to depart, we can see all the other friends at the other bus gather at the side of the bus window and salute at us... we also Salute back for the last time... Hormat Ke Depan Hormat!!! And there goes us leaving the camp and looking back and those flashes of memories and times that we spend here... All shall be memories and experience for the rest of our life...